How Did This Happen?!?

I just don't know how I've gotten to this point. To 157 pounds and completely out of shape. I definitely know that I need to put a stop to it immediately, and start moving towards losing the weight and getting back in shape both physically and mentally. 

I know I'm not happy with my appearance, which is making me depressed, making me not want to do anything outside of the house, not want to even be intimate with my boyfriend anymore because I don't want him to see me without clothes covering up my fat butt and stomach. It's embarrassing. 

Day ONE starts today.